Beans Above the Frank

Where is my mind?

I am a talented but mentally unstable thirty-six year old living with my parents. I was recently fired from Walmart for failing to show up several days in a row. I spend my time watching forensic-style TV shows, doing obsessive compulsive things, making jewelry and eating ice cream sandwiches. Believe it or not, less than a year ago, I was a homeowner and full-time employee with a decent job. Then I went crazy.


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Anxiety

Trying to plan anything gives me extreme anxiety. For instance, I set a few chores up for myself today. Simple things: wash sheets, peel vehicle graphics off. I actively avoid doing anything I plan. I finally got started on my laundry. I can’t make plans with anyone right now because by the time that day arrives, I’ll be a wreck. Why am I like this?!

Notes

  1. kpierle said: I’m sorry you’re in this roller coaster funky depression a Sista. Never forget that I love you! When the weather is decent, I’ll come help you take off those graphics.
  2. davids-tumblr said: You’re not alone.
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